Sometimes...

Sometimes life just throws you for a loop... and all you can do is sit back and hold on... Seriously, it sucks when this happens, but alas... its happening to me RIGHT now.

I've met a girl, a wonderful beautiful amazing girl who is on the low end of the allfemalesarecrazy-scale. Which is a definite plus because as most of my readers know, I just don't handle crazy.

She has 2 kids, 2 wonderful amazing little boys who I absolutely adore. Believe me they are great kids, one is 3 and the other is 1.

Lastly, she has a baby's father/aka babydaddy... and I hate him passionately. He is one of those douche bags that beats women and tries to control every possible part of their life... just thinking about it all steams my veggies.

So, here is the plan... She is moving out (YAY!) and finally I will be able to spend my time with her and talk to her and text her when I want without that fucking ass ruining my fun and trying to get in my face... I mean he won't fight me or any other dude, because he is quite aware he'll lose... so he hits women instead.

Where the fuck does he get off acting like that? SOOOOO I promised my new lady friend that I wouldn't lay a hand on him, and that none of my friends or associates or friends of friends or enemies or whathaveyou would either... fuck.

So pretty much I am here now just helping this girl out of this past hell, and I am absolutely smitten and also frustrated at the same time... Seriously there is something amazing about her... she makes me feel things and react to things differently. It's not a lust thing either... I completely adore this girl and I don't just feel like this, I don't just react like this, I don't just DO this!

I am just hoping and praying that I am strong enough for this bought with drama from the fuckstick ex of hers, and that she really is who I think she is inside... outside she is perfection, inside she is incredible... lets hope she isn't to good to be true. She thinks I am to good, but I am not perfect, and she knows it.. I've showed her my flaws... and told her my flaws, and she accepts me.

My feelings for her are a combination of Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist and 50 First Dates... I even have a soundtrack for my emotions I made.

I'll post volume one and two later.